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I ask them to send me the strength I need. and Layne almost backed out then, but the others talked him into it. Its just a bunch of musicians talking about the music scene in the Seattle and surrounding areas.Theres a tiny bit about Demri in it. Demri tried to warn me too and I also ignored her and lost years of my life.. that I can barely remember and doing almost everything I had always promised myself that ID NEVER DO I EVENTUALLY ENDED UP DOING THINGS I COULD NEVER OF IMAGINED ALWAYS JUST TRYING TO SURVIVE THAT FUCKING EVIL ADDICTION!! I feel empathy for all addicts. Thanks for visiting the website and sharing the video but that video has been around for awhile and it is not Demri.. I feel like some people enter the world with their story written for them already. It floods your brains receptors with nothing but the good feeling chemicals and then when you try to say OK, Im done Ive had enough..Well, too badbecause your body and your brain will fight and lie to you..Just one more time it will sayyoull promise yourself over and over.. until you eventually just give up and cant fight it anymore because you get so violently sick. That sucks! If memory serves, her mother was a counselor while Demri was alive. Demri didnt die till the morning of the 29th, in her mothers arms at the hospital. Barbara you remember when you came into the room at the hospital and thought you were interrupting and we got Rachel to leave so you could have some private time with Demri and she thanked you saying she felt like she had vultures over her and could feel Rachel wanted her to die so she could have Layne. Allowing us insight into lives cut short and giving it all up ugly or beautiful for us to learn. Then my dad died n i lost it. But she went one way for love, he another. Thank you so much and its always great to hear that people are enjoying the website AND finding more about the truth compared to the hype. Having been an avid fan of grunge for well over 20 years, I had always wondered about those references to Demri in relation to Laynes demise. It turns my stomach. It speaks volumes about this site that a guy sitting in his living room in Iceland in 2017, can read through it and feel as if he were a fly on the wall in all these parties and gatherings. But, when you have someone over 6ft tall and weighing under 90 lbs, its time to step in. Stay away is all I can say, I have met very few people who have just tried heroin and not become addicted. Makes total sense that D and L were soulmates. This site has been around. If a kittens in your bed clawing you, its a kitten, you know? Im confused. I was put into an induced coma for 6 days on a ventilator. I think he lived with Ian at the warehouse on They were less like brothers than like a weird married couple. (then going to work on my singing. A painting of Demri and Layne was featured on the cover of the Mad Season album.. Mad Season "Above" Album Cover Based On Photo Of Layne Staley And . The saddest thing about Demris family is that there were 4 children and now there is only 1 left. They were eventually engaged to be married. I found the video I think but did not see any girl Thank you. Demri suffered endocarditis (an inflammation of the inner layer of the heart, the endocardium, that can be caused by a bacterial infection. but I wanted to make a note on the message posted by D but written by koa know that runs online for about 8 years I know for sure because we put the message in alternativegrunge forum in Italy .. One story he told her mom the other her dad. Please write that story, for a book. watch?v=dBZm-_6Qa3k I was neglecting EVERYONE even my daughter when sick and when High I just wasnt worried about it. It is so scary and so serious. Your site is beautiful if I were computer literate I wouldve corrected the writer it is nice to set the record straight . I dont know anything about him other than that he dumped her at the Emergency Room and disappeared. They both deserved better. I had an office in town and they kept bugging me to come over. It was just so shocking and upsetting. Demri died in oct 1996 and Rosheen died in 1997. He lived through it, but they were kicked out of the apartment. The best thing you can do is dont freaking try it. Barbara might be able to offer more insight, but I definitely get the vibe that Layne wanted to eventually get clean and have a family at some point in his future. I didnt know any of these. You are a survivor and your story is so important, especially to those that struggle xx, Hi Barbara, just wanted to share this video with you, just in case this photo in it is Demri http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AlGZfqQzpvU. Self: 1991 MTV Video Music Awards. Press question mark to learn the rest of the keyboard shortcuts. Also I do know Rachel was trying to be there for Layne after Demri died and he did let her but he said not romantically. Thank you for your story. JOHNNY BACOLAS I found out Layne was on heroin after the Van Halen tour in 91. YOU NEED TO STAY FAR FAR AWAY FROM!! xoxox, Thank you Violet for the sweet comment.. A few pictures..of Demri Parrott during her short life.. she made an impact that is for sure. Now I see it selling online for $200!! Every now and then Ill go through a phase where I read as much as I can about her, it never really feels like I know enough. On drugs and needing the klonapin I am sure she didnt discourage his feelings but more so she didnt want to hurt his feelings. I just dont know what happened after 98 99. The last public appearance he made was almost four years before his death when he attended his bandmate Jerry Cantrell's solo concert in Seattle on Halloween in 1998. He told me that the first time he did it, he was exhausted and feeling like shit. LoveMara:). I find it hard to believe. If people only knew how stuck in grief I was for YEARS and today I still miss them all but I dont break down crying anymore. It is not worth your life and the heartbreak of your family just to see what its like. Im just happy more people came out and started to share pictures of her. The drug grabbed a hold of me and before I knew it I was doing dumb shit to get my hands on it. Nope I wanna be up in a loved ones home on the fireplace mantel by the TV.some people really just dont care! They were trying to treat her endocarditis for the last 2 years and she had a pace maker at 26 but the H had a serious hold on her, too. She was born Feb. 22, 1969, in Bremerton. RIP Demri, Layne, Rosheen and Mike. Yes, I like both men and women. If so, what kind. They seemed happy in most of the photos taken of them back when they were together. That particular photo has never been made public and . Sid and Nancy also come to mind in that respect. Dating seems illogical. Probably every home in America has it, so it would be easy to squire. But that black cloud, which they couldnt see in those early days, hovered over them both. to quickly search for other people with the same last name in the same cemetery, city, county, etc. ), Jerry was totally dogging out then. Omg, those TIGHTS! Layne and Demri in the Sea of Sorrow video. Writing about my life and the lives of the people I lost and actually having people care enough to read and respond was a HUGE blessing for me. Historical records matching Demri Parrott Demri counted on Layne & others to help, & they did. I think she, Nancy, and Mike Starrs mom have been through hell. I love this site and thanks Barbara for all the work you put into it. Though he did pay for her drug treatment. Bigs hugs! Barbara D. Well here I am, all these years later. I honestly hope so but if not.. no judgment here just love and understanding. Demri was passionate about many things and excelled in art and theater. I had started working for Sony Records at the time, doing a regional A&R job, and with them being signed to a Sony label, it was a little bit awkward for both us. My nickname growing up was AD so if it was shortened by her she would call herself little D. Dont know unless she was doing a rap thing if she did that with others but do remember her correcting people who did say Dem, not Demri even to me. I am not saying Rachel is a bad person, prior to this I thought she was a hat maker genious, but it was at the very least odd because they werent friends, but Demri always the gracious host even on her deathbed. Random. Theyre both special persons in their own right, and both should be acknowledged as such. Truly a loving person. Demri counted on Layne & others to help, & they did. Its the nature of things and I think that this is dictated by how we feel about certain people.). Ive really been inspired by a lot of Laynes music, both AIC and Mad Season. And part of me wondered if he moved there because he didnt have to drive anywhere and it was easy access. A lot of people think he was shitty because he would prop Layne up on a microphone stand if he had to and do the show, even if Layne was totally wrecked. Just human. For me, layne was Alice in Chains. I relapsed and used from april to june of 18. I have a respectable job and the only way I could keep it was to get right before I went to work and I would spend a 2 week pay check in 3 days and starve for 2 weeks. However, I found that things that boost your confidence and self esteem help you stay away from it. They both were on a downward spiral without a safety net. For university, she studied at Douglas Anderson School of the Arts, Jacksonville, Florida (1985 - 1989). Alice in Chains was opening for Van Halen on tour in 1991 when Staley, prompted by Parrott,. And their angel wings. She couldve been so much more, its a shame. (adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); Oct 29th is a day a lot of us who knew and loved Demri will never forget. So we run back to the thing that we thought made us happy again and then after a while that does not even work anymore. I would stay with Layne and Demri sometimes, and I had laid on their floor kicking for a couple of days. 2nd have some compassion or can you not readI have just been told I am dying of cancer and yes I have kids too and am a single parent at that with bills as wellso I understand all to well and I too am a recovering addictI in no way was ugly to no-one whatsoever!!!!!! Wish me luck xxx. The truth is that the drug more powerful than the mind and often times the only way for someone to quit is to be forcefully removed because the will power is not there. Her true fans have compassion. Then they put out Tripod and yet again Layne would not be able to tour because he was so sick. Have a look see and enjoy! MRSA has been around for quite some timeI first found out about it back in 1994/95 with some of my first nursing home patients that I transported to the E.R. They were freaked out by it all and didnt understand it. SORRY, but no one Ive known has ever STAYED clean for someone elses sake, because theyve been shamed or guilt tripped into getting clean. I think there's so much to love about her. However they clearly adored each other and this is why they remain such a large part of each others legacy. They were very discreet about it. Although we miss them dearly, let this be a lesson to us all. she looks really different than in her other photos, still pretty, just a little rough and worn down. I was probably 18 and super-shy and I When she had a $10 habit they went over to Laynes dads around the block who was clean and sober and starting a painting business and did the same to him after Robbing the place kicking in the back door. I often checked on my kids breathing when they were newborns. I know exactly what he was feeling like I felt it every day I had to go to work sick or living to get high. I knew Andy before her, but I started getting a lot closer to Xana than I ever had with him. I caught myself thinking about her even when I was in a relationship. Lol. The song say hello to heaven. Very little is known of Demri Parrott, except that she was practically worshiped by her fianc, Layne Staley. Yes, they had other loves, yes, they were not dating at the time of her death, yes, Demri was off on a jag, staying with someone else. The same to you, Barbara, Merry Christmas to you and your family. A place for Demri's fans to meet and discuss what little information we can gather on her. He seemed to think that because he never shot heroin he was better than Layne. Drugs are not fun, and will never try again. She knew that, and she took full advantage of it. He fretted and fretted. I cant get over how freaking gorgeous Demri truly is. Take care, DAVID DUET At our next rehearsal, Demri and Layne walked in together, and within a month I was doing guest appearances with Alice in Chains, singin Bowie songs and stuff. Enabling is just as bad as abandoning. I visit Demris Facebook page every once in a while and Ive learned that her closest friends dont like to disclose a lot. I heard that methadone is harder to kick than H in some cases. Thank you for that ms. Susan. And Marilyn had no family to help her, she was alone in all this. He had me come and look at it to see and meet the landlord. In 1996, Staley's life was turned upside down when his former fiance, Demri Lara Parrott, died of a drug overdose and when she passed, so did a bit of Staley. I think I would feel much better to write my story which includes them all Mike, Layne, Demri, Rosheen, Darin Tracy.. RCKNDY the Off Ramp The Seattle grunge scene in the early 90s.. now that would be a book that Id like to write. Hey everyone, im a long time lurker but never have posted not sure why. It was kept by a friend over the years, who had it in a box and it was in perfect condition. He literally looked up to the sky and said, Thank you for this feeling., DAMON STEWART Right after the release of Facelift, Layne and I became roommates in Seattle. She would have made it clear when she was in a better place to do so, not while one is kicking. Hang in there sister it gets easier and it gets better. Of course we all make mistakes for Gods sake and so what?! Personally, I have no idea exactly what happened, but I got a lot of stories. Best thing people can do is move away from everything you know and everyone you know that makes it easy. You need to be happy. Perhaps because her obituary mentions she loved to play in front of the camera, people have a particular hope that a video of her will someday surface.